Today

Gone are the times when i had theories ready to explain the past and plans ready to face the future.Today i am uncertain, a little scared and a whole lot bored. Life isnt as exciting as it used to be and normally under these circumstances i would just quit and start doing what i really want to do. But today i am tied once again with the ropes of expectation. The time has finally come when I am on my own and can start to marginally support my family. Situation demands me to be pragmatic but when in hell or heavens, have i been "pragmatic".

Today i feel ordinary and i absolutely hate it.